Oh, my gosh.... F A L L !!!!
We didn't have regular church meetings today. Instead we had a televised regional broadcast with members of the Presiding Bishopric, General Relief Society Presidency, and Elder M. Russell Ballard.
Because of the conference, we were out of meetings pretty early, so my mom and I took the girls and went for a drive to see the leaves. I was in heaven! I love the mountains and I love fall leaves.
So did you see the big game last night? Talk about a nail biter at the end! I'm glad the Utes pulled it off. It was really nice to see the coaches (who are really close friends) and players shaking hands at the end. I love a good rivalry but I feel like this one has gotten pretty ugly in the past.
I also don't know what my chances of getting pregnant again will be. I'm hoping that it's not a struggle, but I really don't know. So there's a lot of things up in the air right now and a lot of unknowns. I didn't want to get pregnant again until I was at least close to my prepregnancy weight. I didn't want to start a pregnancy weighing what I usually weigh in my 3rd trimester. But since the weight isn't coming off AT ALL, I don't really have a choice. We shall see. I told Cory I need to see my doctor and then we need to go to the temple together and pray about our future, because right now it's hard to know what to do, and it's actually kind of scary. I always joked that I only wanted 2 kids but the possibility of not being able to have another makes me super sad. So lets hope it doesn't come to that.
So far now, this is the end of racing. Not of running, but of racing, at least until we know what to do with ourselves. It's making me really sad, but my family and our children are definitely more important. Hopefully after baby #3, if there is one, I can pick up where I left off and smash the goals I didn't get to reach.
See you, soon!