I know it's a day late, but I have to honor September 4th. It would have been Adrianne's 25th birthday. Her family had a bbq at her house to honor her and celebrate. I wanted to go, but I've been feeling really sad about her lately and I felt like if I went, I may have cried like a baby and embarrassed myself. Maybe next year. Annie, I miss you so dang much! Keep up the good work on the other side and I'll see ya when it's my turn to get called home. I love you so much!
In unrelated news, I just wanted to clear up any misconceptions people may have about me and my life:
1. I don't work out/exercise to be "skinny" - obviously. I've always been active and I really, really enjoy it. It's a hobby for me that I love and setting fitness goals adds a sense of accomplishment. I don't care what other people are involved in or how much they can bench press. I do it for me and my health and my enjoyment.
2. I'm not a brat just because I'm not super talkative. I can be wild and crazy but I can also be reserved and quiet. I know it can come across as being snotty, but I wish people would understand that sometimes I just don't feel like talking.
3. If I try to make amends with you after a confrontation, it's because I want to put water under the bridge and let things go. If my advances are ignored, oh well. I did what I could and I'll enjoy floating down the river alone and hope someday you'll join me.
I want to end on a positive note by saying thanks to all my awesome friends who make me feel so loved and cared for. I hope I'm returning the favor enough to make things worth it. If not, let me know. I love you all!!