I've had a lot of things on my mind as our marriage comes closer and closer. I was never in a rush to get married. I knew it was a huge decision and frankly, I wanted to live the single life for a while. And I'm glad I did. But the time has come for me to grow up and make that committment. I have never been so excited for anything my entire life. I wish words could describe this whole experience but I cant ever seem to find any that do it justice. It's amazing. I am so thankful to my Father in Heaven that I have Cory. I've been through some abusive and controlling relationships. I was very reluctant to trust Cory when I first met him because I had been so deeply scarred. But he is my own personal angel. This man has treated me like a queen and he loves me with all his heart. There are days where I feel like he deserves so much better than me - and I know he feels the same way at times too. I just cant express the happiness he has brought into my life. I hope to always be able to return the favor to him. I am ready and anxious to spend eternity with him. He is taking me to the temple and we are going to kneel accross the altar from each other and covenant ourselves to one another. I don't think there could be anything better in this life. The day is fast approaching and I can hardly contain myself! I do know that life after the honeymoon wont always be sunshine and flowers. I know life will still have it's hard times. But good or bad, I cant wait to share every experience with him. I love him with all my soul.