4.16.2008

Today was awesome!

So in a very odd sort of way, today turned out to be a really good day. Today Cory's cousin Alicia was married. It was a lot of fun to see them so happy! And He has a wonderful family, I love getting together with them. Each time I see them I feel more and more accepted by them. Since I'm so shy and can be really insecure, that's something I need. But more importantly today, I grew up. I realized a flaw of mine that was keeping me from getting to know someone really cool. Cory's brother Dustin is dating a really cute girl named Lacie. Now, those of you who know me know that I have a hard time opening up to people. And when I'm around new people, I'm shy. Well that was causing a little void between us. She thought I didn't like her, and I was too scared to make friends because I of course instantly assumed she wouldn't like me - like I do with most people. I know, I have issues. I'm working on them. Anyway, today was a really hard day for her. Seeing her in tears today broke my heart and I of course jumped in to try and help. And although she had a lousy day, it was kind of a blessing in disguise because she and I were able to open up and sort of bond today. I'm pretty happy because I didn't know how long it would take for me to get close to someone on Cory's side. The ice is broken now and we are both aware that we like the other. And I got a big kick in the face that I really need to work on my shyness because it comes accross as snotty in most cases. Overall, today was a really great day and I look forward to getting to know Lacie better and being friends and solving my strange emotional issues. Wish me luck!!

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